A while back I was talking to a Chinese friend about going back to America. We talked about culture shock and how it's more difficult with culture shock to go back to America than it is to come to China. We discussed why that is. At first, I couldn't think of why exactly why that would be. Then... I thought deeper [imagine me with my thinking face]. This is what I realize...
When I came to China, I left my friends and family in America. I was coming to a new place. No one here knew me before (except for the Americans I came with.). While I've been here, I have changed. Not a ton, but enough to make a difference in who I am. As I have been away from America life, people there are also changing. People are growing up, moving, having kids, changing jobs, becoming older. However, I have been away for quite a while. I forget that as I'm gone, life continues for others who are still there. When I come back I jump in where I left off. However, where I left off is no longer there. There is quite an adjustment. I'm excited to come back, but still a little nervous. How will it be to be on American soil again? Life in China and America is so different. How will it be to jump back into the lives of people I haven't seen in so long, even if it's just for a short time.
Last night I told her what I thought about. After we talked about how people changing makes it the most difficult to go back, I thought of a song we JUST sang in our study. The last line is "
他不改变 " Ta bu gai bian (He doesn't change). He refers to HIM. I don't know what the rest of the song says, but it reminds me that no matter what happens in this world. No matter how people change, countries change, lives change, HE remains the same. His promises don't change, his unconditional love doesn't change. He is there no matter what. That's pretty cool. :)
In one week I'll be on American soil and HE will be right there next to me.